
My dearest children, I am aware that I must have worried you to death, by not posting anything till now, but it is all alright, I am alive.
Second year is over and the only troubles course course I had I passed with a D...I know, not the greatest, especially since I am trying to increase my CGPA, but oh, well, as long as I don`t have to listen to that idiotic moron anymore, that`s find.
Reading my old entries was rather enjoyable, especially that one about the 1% milk, I sure am special! Now I drink only 1% milk, because my roommate, my sister, only likes 1% milk and since I am adaptive to the percentage of my milk I gave up my skim milk and we only get 1%.
It is my day off from work and I don`t really like it as much as I thought I would, I feel like I should be at work, since I have no studying to do, I feel void. I watch Sailor Moon this morning, did some proof reading of my little short HP fic, which is now finished and now, I am trying to come up with something useful to do, which doesn`t require sitting in from of the computer. My plan for the summer was to spend my time doing things which I don`t have time to do during the school year, like for example: reading, I have already finished one book The alchemist, and now I am half way through a second one, Buddha; I also want to do some writing, which i have already done today, some sketching and painting and stuff like that. I want to play piano as well, but I need to be home for that. I was going to go home last night, but I got lazy, I am going home on saturday night anyways...so might as well wait till then.
I got new speakers! WOOOT I bought then actually for my new desktop which I got from my brother, but they are pure awesomeness that I don`t want to let them go home :(
Oh, well, I suppose I must survive with the built in speakers on my laptop. The desk top is pretty cool though, I am very glad I have it, because in case my lap top decides to go on permanent strike again, I will have this desktop which will never do that to me (don`t try and convince my otherwise).
I have made some life choices since last year, which I hope I can follow through with. I have decided that I would like to go to Scotland to do my masters after I finish my undergrad, Cat (my very very very dear friend) has agreed to come with. Although nothing can be too solid, I believe that this is something which I have the power to make. I feel like i am old enough now, that if I decide on something like that I can easily make it come true. I would also like to take some cooking courses through the next ten years or so. I have always loved cooking and baking and i never though that it would be actually something I would do. I love biology and I don`t want to let it go, but life is long and I believe that if I truly wish, I can do both (probably not both at the same time). So this is where I stand right now. The most important thing for me right now is the same as last year, which is focus on my studies and get the best marks possible. I feel like I am already better than last year, that is partially thanks to the people whom I befriended in my same field, who help indirectly to push me towards studying and focusing more. I know that I am lazy and I hate studying. This summer I want to focus on beating laziness out of me. I want to try and get the most out my days and hopefully lose some weight which will give me energy and, well, I all sort of works together to shaping me into the person I want to be.
Lately I have been thinking about myself and how I have changed. I realized, that I have become an adult. I haven`t it yet till now. I find it extremely saddening. It isn`t anything particular in my behavior, but mostly, the way I think has changed. I feel like I am lose some of that childishness that has been in me till of late. I am uncertain weather I want to fight it or not, I know this happens to everyone, but I am a little bit worried that I will lose my dreams, or that my dreams will become too practical...
The weirdest thing! Mom was talking about how she would like to go to Nova Scotia for a visit this summer and we were talking about may June 22nd. I was browsing Facebook and I say that there was this event which Mr B was organizing where old band members would be playing and I thought, that would be soo great if I see (even better if i could be in it, lol, but I have a feeling it might be just band and no choir) and I though, oh, it`s probably some time soon, I wonder what the date is...June 22nd! :O
That just makes me want to go even more! So I have been looking at flights and, well they are expensive, but if I should be able to pay it off with 1.5 pay checks...so, I going to talk to mom and also look at how much a bus would cost (although I hate long rides like that :S ) and I really really really really really SUPER REALLY want to go!
I think I will end this here and go do something productive, I think I will make some chicken for chicken salad and then may be clean the bathroom.
Cheers my lovelies!
~ Vebo~